Thursday, December 15, 2005

Cryptic Reference to Recent Events

Amazing how much junk can jealousy come up with on short notice. How the mind, when lacking any explanations, will come up with what seems most probable at the time, while always looking for someone else to blame, so as to be able to focus hatred outwards.

In any case, the damage is done. Even if it comes to light that the whole thing is a misunderstanding, the damage cannot be undone. Which just makes me not care. I mean, why should I try to fix it, if it won’t be fixed?

I guess it’s for my friends. Even if the relevant people don’t change, at least I did what I could. I wash my hands, carrying the assumed sins away.

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